Guest article from we-are-autism.com.
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If no one has told you lately, let me be the one to say it:
You are wonderful. You are beautiful. You are doing something incredibly hard—and you are doing it with love.
Parenting and caregiving, especially when you are raising a child on the autism spectrum, requires a kind of strength that often goes unseen. You advocate, protect, and pour into your child day after day, even on the days when you are exhausted, overwhelmed, and running on empty. You give love even when it isn’t returned in the ways the world expects. You give love even when words aren’t spoken, when eye contact is fleeting, or when affection looks different.
And that love still counts. It matters.
So often, conversations around parenting focus on the good moments—and while those moments are real and meaningful, they are not the whole story. What is talked about far less are the nights when you cry quietly after everyone else has gone to bed. The moments of fear that surface when the house is silent and your thoughts begin to race.
You wonder: Will my child be okay? Who will take care of them if something happens to me? Will they ever have friends? Will they be accepted? Will they ever speak, go to college, fall in love, or live independently? These are not dramatic thoughts—they are real, heavy questions that you carry every single day.
There is also the harsh reality of behaviors that come with no warning or easy solutions. You may be navigating self-injurious behaviors, head-butting, biting, or public meltdowns that draw stares, whispers, and judgment. You may hesitate to take your child out in public because you don’t know how others will react, or whether a moment of overwhelm could quickly escalate. Along with that fear often comes embarrassment—not because you are ashamed of your child, but because you feel the weight of being seen and misunderstood.
Yet even in these moments, you still show up.
You love through it all.
You recognize when you are burned out. You feel it in your body, your mind, and your emotions. But slowing down may not feel like an option—especially if your support system is limited or nonexistent. Your mental health may take a backseat, not because you don’t care, but because survival becomes the priority.
This is why it matters to say this out loud: your mental health matters too. Caring deeply does not mean ignoring your limits. Knowing when you are overwhelmed is not weakness—it is awareness. It is an act of care, not only for yourself, but for your child as well.
And for those watching from the outside, this is where mercy comes in.
What looks like a “bad moment” to you may be an actual reflection of someone’s daily reality—one shaped by ongoing exhaustion, deep love, constant advocacy, and emotional labor.
When you see a parent struggling in public, kindness instead of judgment can make a difference. What may look like a single difficult moment is often just one glimpse into a life that requires patience, resilience, and unwavering love every single day.
To the parents and caregivers reading this article, hear me loud and clear: you are not weak, and you are not crazy for feeling overwhelmed. What you are carrying is heavy, and it is real. Loving a child on the spectrum requires strength, patience, and a depth of love that cannot always be measured by words or outward expressions. Even if your child never says thank you or shows love in conventional ways, they feel it. They know it. And on your hardest days—especially on your hardest days—give yourself some grace, knowing that you are doing your best, and that is enough.